Clairest Of Them.....All (thoughts of a lighthouse )

Walking with the clouds is the safest place on earth. When I say clouds, I'm referring to God's leading, his move, his direction. I'm excited to be now based at the Fort. I have been away from Fort for three years. I was assigned to do back up for galleria in the 9&11 team for two years and one year in the Saturday team. I am now coming back to my home after three years, not that galle wasn't my home for three years because I established and found my spiritually family there as well. I can sense a fresh start, like a newly cut grass that I can lie down. Like a break of a new day. I have a lot of new things this year. I'm moving to a new leadership group because my mentor is moving to Sidney and I'm brokenhearted but we need to follow the cloud, God's new direction. And I know that it's going to be a little awkward but exciting at first. I came from Edel and Richard's wedding and so far it was the most romantic wedding I have been through, actua...

I never get sick because Im physically strong, but with my job, working 12 hrs daily during graveyard shifts, my body gave in today. You know how it feels when you have a lot of people bossing you around and they don't care if you can still take it because i look fine on the outside but inside, it's like, "how do i fit that in on my drowning schedule and deliverables?". I guess in life, you got to be a fighter, a calm fighter. Im learning to trust God to carry me through a storm now. As I write now, I am not unravelling stuff but actually can see clearly why some things happen the way they are, let me put it in the words of T.D. Jakes: "There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can...

I watched Pride&Prejudice with Tin, Chito and Ana. Wow, I love the bed at fusion in GB3. Before watching the movie we were like princesses being served food in the bed table. The coolest thing ever! It was the most romantic film ever! I love how the man Mr. Darcy really acted like a man and how the woman Elizabeth never apologized for her strength and yet Mr. Darcy matched up with her. Wow, him saying these words, Mr. Darcy: "You must know... surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love... I love... I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from ...

I celebrated my birthday at Mr Choi (again!), no choice because I came from ENLI. My special friends came as gathered by the best cell leader ever Rose Bernardo. There's Kirt and Him, Derek, Miguel (thanks Miguel! -who prayed for me over the phone, God really restored our friendship), Macky ( thank you for the bouquet of flowers and chocolates), Aileen, Chito (my PS brother), my siblin gs (Paul Amerigo, Paul Jehu, Liza and Marco). I've never eaten and received too much chocolate in my life on the day of my birthday. It was too much that I needed to give most of it away and I need to hit the gym, which I just did earlier to burn all the calories I have consumed. Ivy came all the way from her house by 9 pm, so is Dra. Joan. My dearest sister Carmina greeted me together with my ENLI friends. Suzanne my dear friend was there and Jua-anne. Some friends really didn't plan to come but out of my graciousness we followed them instead of them following us (but me writing this I supp...