I cannot

I cannot tell how it all started

I cannot tell why your smile brings me warmth

I cannot be blind by your act of kindness

I cannot believe there is attraction inside

I cannot withhold giving out my love and affection when I know it is in my power to act

I cannot control if I have this fondness growing deep inside

I cannot go against my own standards

I cannot speak lies when I know the truth inside

I cannot be swayed by what I see on the outside

I cannot allow my heart to just run wild

I cannot understand why it just cannot be

I cannot see it all but I have faith in love

I cannot explain why I’m tongue tied at times

I cannot deny we have so many things in common

I cannot believe why I’m drawn to you

I cannot assess what the future holds

I cannot simply close all my doors at this time

I cannot judge you based on the facts

I cannot be obvious, I cannot give in

I cannot also tell you I’m trusting Him to lead

I cannot also go on and be misled

I cannot let my feelings bring me counterfeit

I cannot settle for second best

I cannot let my heart deceive me

I cannot manipulate what God has intended

I cannot pursue, I can only wait

I cannot deny who I am destined for

I cannot risk what I can have, for ours that is empty

I cannot be in this predicament ever again

I cannot afford to give my heart away

I cannot have another chance if I make a mistake

I cannot, but I can still make things right, for now and forever