Clairest Of Them.....All (thoughts of a lighthouse )

Yesterday I asked you, how I can show love You said, "Look at me and I will show you how." So I walked all through the day with open eyes, Watching carefully how you will explain it In the morning I learned that you are the source of love, That no promise is greater than the one that Promised You restored the joy of my salvation and focus, You showered me with satisfaction in your presence My joy knows no bounds because you complete me What is man that you are mindful of him? The son of man that you care for him? I’m a princess in your royal household I reflect your beauty and love towards men I’m overwhelmed when you lavish me with love. I’m a living proof of your great goodness. I find my purpose and direction in you as I abide In the evening I continue to sing songs in my heart I will never tire to lift you up in my life I sing for joy with all my heart and soul I proclaim you are great, you are kind, you are good! I spend time with the people I love after that, Yet I see ...

Clenched Soul We have lost even th is twilight. No one saw us this evening hand in hand while the blue night dropped on the world. I have seen from my window the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops. Sometimes a piece of sunburned like a coin in my hand. I remembered you with my soul clenched in that sadness of mine that you know. Where were you then? Who else was there? Saying what? Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly when I am sad and feel you are far away? The book fell that always closed at twilight and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet. Always, always you recede through the evenings toward the twilight erasing statues. ~Pablo Neruda

All of us are very tired that night because of the services we have attended. Me , Carmina, Grace and Ju-anne (not in the picture) bonded together after the services. It actually came as a surprise because Grace doesn't usually go out with us nor opens up with people. Ju-anne for some reason stayed and we really kicked it off. Carmina and I were planning on spending some time alone together after a long time of not being able to spend time. Mike joined and later Edsel dropped by as a surprise. The most common word during that night was Ju-anne's famous line "yeah yeah!" Thus, the yeah yeah group was formed. It was just plain dinner, ice cream and bonding which has a purpose because I got re-united with my long time friend Edsel. Everyone I guess was already in their homes during that night of December 25 except for us. I treasure that night because I know these are the people who will accept me for who I am and would really fight for me as I would be willing to al...

I know, I know, I have been neglecting my blog lately. Well, a lot of people are commenting that they love reading my blog but I don't really update it. Nyways, a lot of things has been going on all at the same time. I just got my promotion which is what I have been wanting for the last two years? And of course my hands are all so full with all trainings and really making friends here and there. This time not just testing the waters but really knowing how it feels to be in the travel business. Talk about testing the waters, yes, I have been testing a lot of waters lately, relationships, new people, and new places. And I tell you, a girl and guy friendship can really be complicated. I mean, I rejoice over the fact that I have a lot of guy friends because I feel that I'm normal. I mean you know how it feels to be raised in a coed school as opposed to an all-girls-school? I should say that as a person I'm pretty balanced because I do have friendship with guys that I hold dear...

Psalm 23 (For the Work Place) The Lord is my real boss, and I shall not want.He gives me peace, when chaos is all around me. He gently reminds me to pray and do all things without murmuring andcomplaining. He reminds me that he is my source and not my job. He restores my sanity everyday and guides my decisions that I mighthonor him in all that I do. Even though I face absurd amounts of e-mails, system crashes,unrealistic deadlines, budget cutbacks, gossiping co-workers,discriminating supervisors and an aging body that doesn't cooperateevery morning, I still will not stop--- for He is with me! His presence,His peace, and His power will see me through. He raises me up, even when they fail to promote me. He claims me as His own, even when the company threatens to let me go. His Faithfulness and love is better than any bonus check.His retirement plan beats every 401k there is! When it's all said and done, I'll be working for Him a whole lot longerand for that, I BLESS HIS NAME!...