Clairest Of Them.....All (thoughts of a lighthouse )

My son has taught me how much God loves me When I look in Eljay’s eyes with love, it makes me remember how much love God has for me The way my son gives me joy with his smile makes me know how much I cause a smile in the Father’s face Or when I would play with my son, I want to make sure we bond I know right there and then, God desires to bond with me as well Or when I feed my son whenever he cries or when it is time makes me feel how much God anticipate my needs Or how much my baby depends on me and my husband makes me feel how much God is dependable in every area of my life Or when I feel how perfect my son is makes me remember how much God sees me as his perfect daughter simply because I am his own

I don’t know what’s with tattoo nowadays that many people are getting to be fanatics of body tattoo art. It is now very acceptable to place a tattoo because its defined as “self expression” or watchamacallit “for the sake of art”. Honestly, I find it beautiful specially after watching Miami Ink and LA Ink on Cable TV. But I still want to be able to donate blood to those in need so I choose not to have a tattoo. Last week, I had the chance to have henna painted on my ankle and it was beautiful. I just want to share it. My husband and I went to Bulacan 8 Waves to swim and there was a booth that offers henna tattoo for just less than 200 bucks. It’s an opportunity for me to exercise specially now that I’m pregnant; swimming is the best form of exercise for my condition. After almost whole day of swimming, we decided to have henna painted on our bodies and we had fun admiring the painting. So this is art? I remember God’s promise that our names are written in the palm of his hands. He simp...

Not because I'm forever answering that question since I got married last month but I finally got the inspiration to write again. I love my new blog theme because it describes what I really feel now. They say marriage is settling down and yes I have finally settled down and welcomed God's gift of marriage. It is more of a retreat for me. Retreat from the dog and cat chase after being single for 31 years! It's a retreat away from the world of searching because I have finally come home with my husband John. That is exactly how I describe it when coming into God's presence; it is "my secret place". The world cannot take that away from me- it is personal, yet dynamic and growing. It’s far from the ways and cares of this world where I’m hidden in God’s everlasting arms of love and security I am excited how God will both mature and grow us. To describe how I feel, I may start again with poem writing. How I miss writing so I'll write occasionally, because I'm ...

Many man claims to have unfailing love But a faithful man who can find? Love is an action not empty words Yet people would fall for anything That shows a promise for eternity But is it it’s all for convenience? Or am I really seeing you now more clearly? For how can you understand eternity? When you are unsure of your security You needed my assurance consistently Yet love always hopes, always trusts and always perseveres And who am I to judge you if God is the lawgiver Still I will say yes to you as long as He says it’s over Since God is Love and He says go, Him I will follow after all

You are everything I hoped the “giant” would be You are kind and thoughtful in every way You did secret deeds I never recognized ‘til today You listened to me as if there’s no other day You looked at me with a smile that says, “I care” Thank you for coming into my life this way Amazingly you express your love to me all day What a joy, what a privilege, I feel light, I feel great! I appreciate every single minute with you and every single day God is so good to have allowed this friendship to stay At the surface it seemed we are opposite in every way Unknowingly we collide and differ in our taste Yet for some reason we chose to go past the surface Because deep inside we know, how we truly cared You and I just jibe and hit it off right away Despite my questions and hesitations to open my heart I look for you and believe in you without a doubt I realized that this is how God so loved us- That while we were yet sinners, he died for us I know for a fact, you are my assignment I’ll pray f...